I spent most of 2018 pregnant. And, as you will see on my Youtube videos of each trimester, I DID NOT LOVE IT!

This post is about this pic below.

I find it funny how my favourite shoot ever (from my modeling days) was the one I weighed the most for! This was when I was living in LA, this was taken on my birthday and I was celebrating being single. And funny story… Dan and I started speaking like a week after this, then 6 months later I was somehow in South Africa and Dan was my boyfriend 😜

I’m always reflective at the end of the year, but this year is next level for many reasons. 
I’m so excited to get working on my post baby body, and I don’t want to say “get my body back” because I’ll never be the same, but I’m excited to create and mould this new mother body and show myself and the world what I can do and challenge myself again. I can’t wait to help other moms and I’m sooo excited to get back into MY version of fitness. 
I love/loved myself at all my weights and as much as it’s been a challenge, I realized that the only person who matters is me. Some people feel comfortable and happy at a bigger size and I’m happy for them, but it’s not my happy place. I miss training and running and I miss feeling strong and challenging myself, so that’s what I’m excited for. This healthy bod. I miss feeling like a little strong super hero. 
2019 I’m so so ready for you. I have no doubt you’ll be just as challenging and amazing as all the other years but this time we have a new family member joining us and that…. that’s pretty special. Thank you God for all my blessings 🙏 

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